Rosa Mota [lyrics]

1. From Her to Maternity

i don't understand her godam' cinderella she change with the weather this can't last for ever. i can't stand and i can't fall. get down on the floor i can't ask for more - hits her like a car i think she's gone too far, i can't stand and i can't fall. GET STRAIGHTTTTT into my brain [and what the hell is Julie singing?? :)]

try to get ahead i can't get a head my head my head my head my head my head i can't stand and i can't fall.. get straight..
it's in my way

Julie: oh no not again, you have said enough, i have done too much, i'm falling down again
Ian: i can't stand & i can't fall - i can't stand my-self at all

??????

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2. Shelf Life

she tries it with kisses
but sometimes she misses
strange thou' as this is
she cuts me down
and i don't know why
Julie: i'm going mad, that's what she said

she tries it with kisses
but sometimes she misses
strange thou' as this is
she cuts me down
and i don't know why
Julie: i wanna swim just like a fish

you know, it's not the devil who's doggin you
it's just your good bad self
it's not the devil who's dogging me
it's just my good bad self

something has taken me
i don't know where
i do not care
someone is on my side
oh i know god
yes she's my friend

and i'm trying to remember
why i hate you
i seem to recall now
it was the little things you do

???? my face
???? my back
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?????

Julie: something has taking me and i can fly, if only ????
Ian: i've tryed i don't know why
Julie: someone is watching me, hey angel, i love you
Ian: i've lied i don't know why
Julie: you know, it's not the devil who's doggin you
it's just your good bad self
it's not the devil who's dogging me
it's just my good bad self
i'm trying to remember
why i hate you
and i just think to recall now
it was the little things you do
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3. Victoria Falls

so you're leaving after all
well i know it's been a long haul
driving home through the night in yr car
i didn't that we'd go so far
do i light up, do i light up in yr eyes?
will i expire from the inside?

i knew you'd end up on yr own
Julie: i think you cannot see
i didn't think it'd take you so long
driving home through the night in yr car
i didn't think you'd take it so hard
do i light up, do i light up in yr eyes?
will i expire from the inside?

summer sun burn everyone now
till we all burn out

will i drown when i die
Julie: i hit my head.. ????
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4. This Grudge

oh i was young and didn't know
that all you said
just wasn't true
did everything i thought i should
to make you think i was good
i was small, you took my pride
said i was wrong
and i had lied
But now i'm big and i can see
how she stood in front of me,
because i'm strong just like a tree
it doesn't mean i never weep
I know she's yours
but this grudge is mine

?????? one more time i'm alone
I know she's yours
but this grudge is mine
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5. Frostbitten

i don't want to be alone in here
cover me with yr long red hair
i don't want to be alone again
cover me and leave me bare
i don't want
i could try and change some things but you
shouldn't ask for everything
down, pin me down, hold me down
throw yr weight around
shut me up, cut me up,
but please
don't make a sound
i fall with my arms
and my face, hit the floor.
??????
i don't deserve to be here with you right now

try try to hide from yr eyes
but these bruises don't go down
they're the kind
make you smile, make you stay a while
these times are minepercious times
twisted times to keep
keep me here, keep me Claire,
keep me on my knees
la la la la
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6. Pigeon

Saturate [or Sacha's great]
sat standing in his chair
till it's too late
and smash my broken head
into his face
send him straight
to hell out of this place

said it's all right

understand
all blue and cold
stretch a coral reed
round my head stone
leave me to despair here on my own

said it's all right
easy now - said it's all right
here we come
shame it down

these things are
sent to try
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7. Space Junk

Some day soon I'm gonna find me dead
I'm gonna wake up shaking in my bed
I've had an armful that could turn you blue
I'm gonna turn myself back over to you
Don't try to make me stay awake
Don't try to make turn it out
I'm gonna shut it in,
I'm gonna fuck it up
We're wasting away another day
But I don't care
I'm stuck in a groove and I can't move
My bed is over there
Don't start a fire, don't even try
Don't wanna ask you why
Don't feel the same 'bout my own name
But I am not to blame
And I don't know
But I think I've been here before
Say I tried, say goodnight
say goodbye
I'm calling on my space brothers
From the planets and they are taking me home
And I'm trying, And I'm flying
All the stars are blinding now
And now I... I remember
I remember that I've been here before
Na na na
And I don't know
I think I've been here before
Some day soon I'm gonna find me dead
I'm gonna wake up shaking in my bed
I've had an armful that would turn you blue
I'm gonna turn myself back over to you
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8. Scenic Laybay

Julie: everybody wants somebody ???????
Ian: get back ??????
she said i gotta try i wanna die
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9. La Chienne Est Dans l'Arbre

I keep my things in a paper bag
there isn't the room for it here in my heart
all the times I've spent in hope
I sometimes hide in a big straw hat
don't come out till the cat attacks
all the times I've spent alone

carry me on

and my head is caving in
so near to your bed
and I beg
saying please

I feel fine with my broken back
Nothing's so good in here run down shhh
all the times I've tied the rope
I sometimes hide behind blood shot eyes
Nothing you do could be a big surprise
All the times I've tried to choke
carry me on
and my head is caving in
so near to your bed
turn it on, turn the light on
take me down
turn the light on
??????
down on my knees
and my back is going to break
from this weight

all the time ???? alone
all the time ??? spending in home
all the time ???
saying please, get down on my knees
and my back is going to break
from this weight
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10. Sometimes Narcoleptic

In her eyes.. beauty lies

????? her eyes
becoming the day, the day in night
sinking, it's in her eyes
the light of day, the day in night
longing with ??, down to the side
i disappeared
take a ride
try to beat me down
beauty lies
try to beat me down
beauty lies
i'm sinking in her eyes [?]

i don't wanna have to need her
she's broken
i feel her
something ?????
i need her, i need her
i'll bleed her

she's your sister
I missed her
I want to bring her back
she's your sister
i need her
I miss her

i can't walk, i can't ??????
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12. Angel

i'll give you pillows for your head
i'll put an angel by your bed
i'll keep an angel over you
watching everything you do
i'll keep an angel over you
to watch you sleep
when you are alone
with this ring I do she said
the voices talking in her head
???????????????????? from you
as the circles in my mind
keep spinning faster all the time
i need an angel over me
to watch me sleep
when i'm alone
angel over you
- because i really think of you

1. Thintro:

what's in a day,
where's julie gone?
walks into town,
she takes me all the way down.
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2. L'Egoiste:

look to ? feeling
cold again
cut my-self i need it
it's so good i'm bleeding
gone to the hell i've seen you
look to you ? i fall again
it's so good it's cold inside
please my-self and please my pride
i didn't wanna
i get up
i wake up
and get up and wake up
i didn't wanna
release my-self
?? '??
cross my [arms]
arise to fall
and die again
i get up
i wake up
and get up and wake up
i didn't wanna
???????
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3. Asbestos Frenz

when i hurt up
you bring me love
don't confuse me
just amuse me
i feel so
if i want to
i could hurt you
don't look so surprise
just tell me lies and lies and lies
i feel so
you know it takes so long
for me to get things done
you know it takes so long
for me to get things
i feel so
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4. Hopey
???????
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5. Unrequited Love Song

???????
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6. Big Fat Arms
?????
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7. Little White Horse

???????
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8. Touched

trust in me
come stand me
i hear you're fine
take care now
i'll show you how
don't worry anymore
inside me
i've got more [or "what"?]
take me away from here
one more time
you'll be fine
take me away from here
i'm touched by
you want
wanting to be closer to me
i'm safe with yr secret
don't ask me to keep it
i won't keep it
oh why [or "while"?]
i'm so sorry
one more time
could feel you
just once more
i could kill you
i wanna kill you
i gotta kill you
you can tie yr-self
into a little knot
but you know where I'll get off
- with you

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9. Smack Scratch

Yr baby is not at home
why don't you leave her alone?
You'd better slow down
before you fall down
she said my head is on fire
there's ???
i needed sometimes
I feel so lonely now
It's better than easy
hell is cold for me
I feel so lonely
It's better than easy
she said my head is on fire
there's ???
i needed sometimes
Sitting all alone
I said I wanted much
Yr baby is not at home
why don't you leave her alone?
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10. Always with Wings

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11. Got Nuffin

i want you
i gotta nuffin
fuck mommy
fuck daddy
fuck and ????
?????
i don't like school 'cause there i have no fun
i want you
?????????

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12. Deepness

1-2-3-4-
let go my hand
--wishful sinking
'cause i'm still hurted
try to understand
my eyes are burning

don't care ???
the wound is getting deeper
i've tryed not to forget
but i will always bleed???

i dont' mind

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13. Stripped and Bleeding

i have ???? in my-self
it's cold outside
so come on in
i'm twisted from the ????
i'm still painfully hurted
?????????
???
stripped and bleeding
- It's getting too hot
in my head - it gotta stop

1. Space Junk

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2) Thenezine

i need a ???? to hold my ????
carry my things
and everything
i ? but you could reach my hands
try to believe me
but the steps i have to take to get this ?lost?
i believed
????
????
???

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3) Star Truck
????
you're a star
everybody knows
??????
every woman adores you
yes, you are a shining star
you're who every girl will dream
but as i watch you ????

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4. Angel